Some time ago I realized that is no longer necessary to keep pretending. Gone
are the days in which I was falling into the trap of trying pleasing
everyone, now I can shout it from the rooftops, I'm not willing to
play a different role than myself!. Gone are the days of sadness and
feeling of not fitting in anywhere, so they fell into the trap of
acting to be accepted, but as I say that's over.
At
this stage of my life, I intend to be true to myself, not to fight
against my feelings and my way of thinking, just to please the other
person. It is difficult, especially when I realize that I'm only in
this "adventure" (you can always get advice from someone,
something that will definitely be of great help), but they are my
decisions that ultimately determine my future.
Many
times I feel as if this just happened to me, I'm a misunderstood and
when I try to talk to someone of the topic, they look at me with
weird face. I try to downplay it is something a little frustrating,
because in a way, I feel a prisoner of my own thoughts, unable to
share them, except with a few mates.
Is
this really true, or there will be someone else who feels the same?
“I
will continue to grow toward the "sun" and while within me, my roots will continue to strengthen and accepting my true identity”.
How nice!And deep!, It's like I look in a mirror, because the reality is that I feel so ... Big kiss Ruben and never change!
ReplyDelete